Again, I’m the one they all run from

Reborn and shivering, spat out on new terrain. Unsure, unconvincing this faint and shaky hour.

Day one, day one: start over again. Step one, step one: I’m barely making sense. For now I’m faking it ’til I’m pseudo making it from scratch. Begin again, but this time I as I, and not as we.

Gun shy and quivering, timid without a hand. Feign brave with steel intent. Little and hardly here.

Day one, day one: start over again. Step one, step one: with not much making sense. Just yet I’m faking it ’til I’m pseudo making it from scratch. Begin again, but this time I as I, and not as we.

Eyes wet toward wide open frayed. If God’s taking bets, I pray he wants to lose.

Day one, day one: start over again. Step one, step one: I’m barely making sense. Just yet I’m faking it ’til I’m pseudo making it from scratch. Begin again, but this time I as I, and not as we.

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Not As We by Alanis Morissette

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Add comment October 4th, 2008

An ordinary mourning

suckIf there was nothing that I could say; turned your back and you just walked away. Leaves me numb inside; I think of you. Together is all I knew.

We moved too fast but I had no sign. I would try to turn the hands of time, then look to you for the reason why the love we had passed me by.

And as the sun would set you would rise, fall from the sky into paradise. Is there no light in your heart for me? You’ve closed your eyes; you no longer see.

There were no lies between me and you. You said nothing of what you knew. But there was still something in your eyes, left me helpless and paralyzed.

You could give a million reasons, change the world and change the times, could not give me the secrets of your heart and of your mind. In the darkness that surrounds me now there is no peace of mind. Your careless words undo me, leave the thought of us behind.

No Ordinary Morning by Chicane

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Add comment September 29th, 2008

Rational Anthem

democratLately I’ve been feeling the same. I’ve been loosing hope, resisting the pain. It’s cold outside; I wish it were clearer. Sometimes it’s just easier to turn around and…

…look in the mirror!

Sometimes when I go to sleep
my life spins out in front of me
like a hurricane, a bottle of wine. Sometimes it’s easier to let something else…

…control your life!

This is an anthem for the guy that got away.
This is an anthem for the war of yesterday.
This is an anthem for the rebel of my youth.
This is an anthem for the risk of loving you.

The risk of loving you…

Anthem by Filo & Peri

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Add comment September 27th, 2008

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